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Footprints

I always didnt thought of change blog site was because I'm lazy to create new one la. but out of bordem just now, I tried creating a new blog.

No! Not blogger, nor wordpress. Neither is it livejournal. Hmmm, not the oh!sugar thing also. nononono, not tumblr as well. Yes, I'm making you think! hahahaa.

For kpo people. I know there are people checking out what am I doing now, how BAD my life is because I'm such a slut/bitch are anything you say. You happy can already.

Well, if you are really curious and want to you, you can try asking me? probably I'll tell you. It all depends on my mood.

Anyway, friends do ask me alright? ;)

xoxo.


WEEKENDS is Loved. Especially when it's spend with the lovely ones. ;)

Weekends was great. Started off with dinner on Friday. It was great to meet mei, kok and hui. Had a super fruitful time with them. i like! ;) Although I didn't meet Hermes on Sunday, I met Toh and Koh on Saturday lehh! The above neoprint... We took on Saturday lor. muhahahaha! Oh, I'm meeting Hermes this weekend instead because I was too tired to go out. I had a lazy Sunday. Eat, Sleep, Watch TV, Online. Seriously, this life is far better lor.

The only PLUS point about this week is... 4 working days! yes yes yes! Because, it's GOOD FRIDAY! I think it's not only good lor. It's AWESOME Friday, please! hahaha.


I hate Mondays, which shows why I'm like totally in love with Garfield. To be truthful, our characters are pretty similar. Haha! I know it's a lousy comparison, but I like, cannot? LOL.

Today started off lousy. The resign feel is back leh. How? How to tahan for 3 months?

Last week's job was to do brochure. This week?! Website and OTHER THINGS leh. I feel very unfair. Firstly, I don't like the working environment. Did I not mention that it's like ALL males here! yes, more male staffs joined today, which adds up to fucking 6 guys and me. FUCK MAN. And the reason why I feel unfair is, that so called in-charge, whom I have problem communicating with him, is getting like far higher pay than me, but FUCK! I'm doing all the jobs leh. It's like he think of damn ideas, then I do. WTF lor. Think of ideas... like 4 out of bloody 10! The whole damn brochure I do, he just fucking check only lor. Now, the website, ask me do. FUCK man! Concepts everything all I must ownself think. Seriously lor. HERE SUCKS LIKE HELL.

I'm so gonna go look for part-time job seriously... Just 1 more week. And if I still cannot take it. I'm gonna say BYEBYE! FUCK MY LIFE seriously.

I've waiting for today since like MONDAY? hahaha. and yes, finally F.R.I.D.A.Y is here!!!

.TGIF.TGIF.TGIF.TGIF.TGIF.TGIF.TGIF.TGIF.

Totally heart today please! Gonna meet meiyi, shuhui, kokleong for dinner later. It's been long since I last saw them. Another plus point to look forward to. What's more? I'm meeting Yanling and Christina tomorrow and meeting Hermes on Sunday.

This weekend is fully-planned. Totally loveeeeeee it to the max. muhahahahahaha!

And I'm so going to finish the brochure soon. 2 more pages to go. Yeah yeah! gogogogogo!!~~~

Ok, I'm too excited that I don't know what to blog today. Probably nothing. I'll try to snap snap pictures this exciting weekend and put up on Monday provided I'm not lazy la. And I've planned to do a post on my 3 years Poly route with images. Well, I predict that it'll take me about 2-3hours for that. So that will be put on hold first. hahahaha. Yes, I know I'm lazy. But what to do? You cannot do anything to me. neh neh ni poo poo!! :P

Alright then, you'll have to wait for my next update. BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE!

Yes man! the thought of tomorrow being Friday is AWESOME! totally looking forward. Although it's still the start of the day, there's something for me to get excited about!!

KOH YAN LING IS BACK! omgomg, i miss her so much lehhhhh... Spoke to her last night and I was like SUPER happy instantly. Ok, i love her deep deep.

No complains about work today because I'll have to do things that I'm doing yesterday and will be doing tomorrow as well. Guess what!? I got to know some new things and obviously I wont's type it out here. But I'll definately share with F.R.I.E.N.D.S! xD

Btw, I hate kpo people asking me what am I doing now, etc etc. Like you really care?! Act only, please! Just want to Kpo about my life nia. So not going to share with you lor. Kpo people! tsktsk. Stop asking me on fb.

And and, I realise that Mel's wall is has always been a source for people to realise that they know me. Probably it's my problem that I am forgetful and tend to not remember people whom I've not seen for very long time. Plus, I actually think that it's not neccessary for me to remember as they just take up my memory space. You might think I'm some mean ass, but then again, if you made a great impact in my life or you're like my good/best friends, obviously I'll remember you always.

For what I go and remember who "Tom/Dick/Herry" is when I don't even know will I ever meet him again. Please la, although world is small, but not always bump into people want leh.

By typing this, I suddenly remembered about yesterday's after lunch incident with this DAMN aunty! Fucking hell, totally pissed me. I went back to office first alone, since colleagues had to get things done. So while at the lift lobby waiting for lift, there was this aunty ask me...:

aunty: xiao jie ah, the office employing cleaner right? (btw, conversation was in chinese)

me: (being the kind hearted me, obviously I won't ignore her) hmmm, which company?

aunty: the person just tell me say this green building, walk in and it's here.

me: but there are alot of companies here, you have to tell me which then I can direct you to the office

aunty: the person just tell me this building, then never tell me anything else, just bring me to an office

me: (still trying to be patient with her despite her demanding attitute) you need to tell me the company name then I can direct you.

aunty: (ask like i owe her money like that. kns!) just bring me to an office, i go and ask can already

me: (crazy one, so many companies here, you expect me to bring you to all offices meh? fuck) you walk to the next lobby, there is the customer service centre, then you go in ask lor.

aunty: (continue her fucking attitute) you bring me there la. bring me there. I also dont know the way.

me: (bth already, so i answer her in very dulan way) ok, i bring you there.

And I just brought her there. ask her ownself walk to the place and I left. Hack care her please. Although she did say "XIE XIE" but lao niang buay song! tmd. Don't know this, don't know that still want to give me attitute. Yes, I might be rude and stuff but then again, if should was nicer, I would have tried to help her all the way. Moreover, it's like work day please. I hate work so much you still give me attitute. Don't know how to die lor. fucker.

So, I was so so so angry, I stompped back to office and I called my mum and rant to her. Ya, then after that, everything went back to normal lor.

Today I came work with slightly better mood. Partly because dad fetch me to work. (: Since I came in office till now(9.54am), I did nothing, unless facebook, blogging, check email is doing things la. LOL!

Pray for me that life's gonna be better and I'm keeping my fingers crossed for that. Oh oh, and PAYDAY is coming!

PS: Pay might be only worth 8days of work but then again, it's PAYDAY lehhh! can don't happy meh? hahahaha :D:D:D:D

I was hoping and constantly telling myself everyday will be fine and soon I'll start to like the job. But hell NO! It gets worse everyday.

Today, I overslept. Though I still wasn't late, I was in a terrible mood. I only put sunblock today. This was how bad my mood is. I was feeling super moody and everyone in the bus who looked at me, will in return get a glare from me. Fuck them, nothing better to do is it?

On such days, I wouldn't want to bump into anyone because I am very reluctant to force a smile out. And yes, I was unlucky enough that I saw a colleague while walking to office. obviously, we have to walk together. Like I said, bad mood = hack care. I force a smile and said "morning!" and I didn't spoke to him all the way till even now.

I don't want to speak to anyone, moreover, I am very tired. With a shitloads of things to be done, yet I have totally no idea where and HOW to get started. Nobody is here to lend a helping hand or even to guide me. They just throw me out in the deepest ocean for me to die. Yes, this is the phrase.

This is what the boss told me," I am going to put you at the deepest part of the sea and you have to survive yourself. This is how you learn, and it is also the fastest way to learn." Fuck man, I am already so tired, and you do this to me.

Now you understand why I wanted to resign on Day 1 of work? Well nevermind.

So, on the super duper long journey bus ride to work this morning, many things ran through my mind. From resigning now(yes, immediately), or to persevere further. And probably I just test out a month, if I still dislike it, then I'll resign. At least, I get more pay right?

Well, I have also actually realise that this is not the kind of job I want in life. And the reason why I took IM is not because I want such job prospect. It's because it is slightly easier for me to pull through knowing that I hate exams very much.

I need to look deeply into what I want in life before I take another step.

Oh, btw... if you are asking me what is the plan I have in mind that I just posted as a shout on facebook. The plan is...

Work for 1 month --> Resign --> another 1 month of working (1mth notice) --> NO WORK --> Taiwan (with money!!! )

Not bad right? I know I know. This is why I want to persevere what. Just for the sake of PAYDAY!

I am totally looking forward to weekends. Not that there's really exciting things happening, but it's days that NO WORK! yes yes!! but then again, it's only Tuesday.

If you ask me, I had the urge to actually resign on day 1 of work. This is how bad it was for me yesterday. Well, life have to be tough at times ya? So probably this is my tough time and I am so going to force myself to go through this. Bare with this, and after that, I believe life would be far better than now, isn't it?

I have alot of work to be done. Drag also no use, they just keep coming and coming. Boss comes straight to me to ask me do things, In-charge ask me to do things in "alien" language, other colleague ask for my help as well. I would so much like to reject, but I can't. Cause it is said to be my damn job scope. You know what? If i can find a job better then this, I'll quit immediately. Trust me. But well, pay wise has to be as good la. LOL.

Well well, I think I'm going to start sourcing for a new job. Then again, if I manage to pull through this kind of work style, things ahead are not as tough anymore right?

Whatever it is, I am just ranting here. Not for your comment. I would appreciate if you sit down and shut up. Thank You.

PS: Weekends, come quick... puh-lese!! ):

tmd. if not because of money, i wont even bother working lor. rotting at home might be boring, but definately far better than working please... why did i fucking find trouble with myself and find a job? should have rot at home further. yaya, because of the damn payday, i have to go through 9am - 6pm, Monday to Friday working life. fml.

9am doesn't sound early, it's the wake up at ungodly 7am which is early. boarding the damn bus which putt putt putt and take it's own bloody sweet time to travel that cause me to wake up so early. tmd, that bus took damn 50mins to reach workplace.

didn't able to pull myself up at 7am. i woke up at 7.15am instead, and guess what? i have to rush like fuck. and there, the day doesn't starts smoothly. smudge eyes, no masccara because i have no time to put it. forgot to bring it out too.

now, that i finally reached office 5mins before. thank god, i wasn't late. but yet, the person-in-charge of me can't fucking speak english normally. i dont mind if your english suck, but this is like as good as not speaking english. i have to fucking self translate myself and half of the time, i got it wrong. please leh, i normally can understand lousy english. no doubt mine is not much better, but at the very least, far better than his.

i might be too crude here. but in order to ask me to do a task properly, you have to give me the right advice. and not for me to guess. fuck la. and english already cmi, still want to fucking ask me do so many things and i have to slowly analyze what the fuck you talking about. design say design la, photoshop photoshop. tsk tsk. Ok, not alot of things, but it's useless things, waste my time only.

hello. this is singapore. want to work here, at least say something easier for me to understand la. i was still happy at first that you're not local, but fuck that you can't communicate with me. probably, you think what the fuck is my problem, talking bad about people. but seriously, this is SINGAPORE. yes, i understand. he might be trying his best to learn english already, but then again, cannot advice properly, ask others to do so.

the reason why he's in-charge of me probably is because of his working experiences, educations etc. but then again, isn't communication the most important factor?

ah! fuck it. got to get some job done and rot whole day. cannot take it? resign lor. dammit. fml fml!


did you miss me? :P

probably because nothing much really happened lately, thats why there's lack of updates.

i'm home almost everyday. nothing much to blog about. photos are super little. maybe i do have some, but you know... uploading photos here is like super troublesome and slow and... (adds on many excuses) plus I'm lazy to do a collage.

anyway, i'm starting work on Monday and i'm super not looking forward to it. in fact, i don't like the word WORK. but well, i'll look forward to payday for more shoppings!!

on an exciting note, i'm going taiwan in june! YES YES. super happy about it.

alright, till then~