Don't screw me because I bite!
1. Web2.0(which is already almost done!)
2. IMPP(done but need to enhance a little more)
3. 3D animation (haven't do)
4. ICTPM report + ppt (haven't even touch)
5. IAD phase 2 + enhancement (haven't started)
6. AMAP group work (Chan Tuck Cho haven't give!!)
I've always know that my attention span on work is very short, but I don't know how to prevent it though. So anyway, I doubt I've blog about my trip to JB last Sunday. It's been more than a week, but at least I still remember about it. For once, I'm not stm. To cut every thing short, I didn't really enjoy the food there. It is the people whom I meet during this really short that brings back all my memories. They are my Malaysian relative. 10 years ago, I look forward for every CNY approaching, no doubt, this year I'm also looking forward, but it's of different reasons. In the past, baby till 2003, I get to see ALL, yes, all my relative once every year on Day 1 of CNY, but since year 2004, it has never happened. I felt very heart-warming upon seeing so many of them at the wedding. If you ask me how well do I know Calvin, my answer will be I only have vivid memory of how he look, and can only remember his name. As for his younger brother, it's the other way round. I only remember how he looked like but not his name, but I guess his name is Alvin? lol. The reason why I remember how he look like is because I'm always joking and talking to him when we meet. We just seems to click well you see. He's really funny and he speaks to me in English. :D I cannot stand listening to them speak Chinese, so yes, I speak to him in English and he replies in English too! So, I had a great time meeting my relatives and deep down in my heart, I know that I might to have a chance to meet them again. Don't ask me why, it's personal. Or maybe if there is a chance to meet, it may be 5 years later or more.
It makes me wanna get married earlier, so I can invite all my relatives, even those whom I haven't met for 10 years. But that will never happen la. I'm so ugly, fat, results like crap and I cannot even see my future prospect.. who wants me? fml.
Alright, it's wordy but it's once in a while that I type about my relatives. So let it be. Anyway, I've got to continue on my AMAP. and I'm looking forward to more CNY shopping soon.
PS: shop alone in town for CNY on Friday for 3-4 hours. it's pretty fruitful. I like! ;)
To-Do-List
1. Mobile Game (actionscript 2.0) - IAD
2. 3D modeling and visualization - 3Dmax
3. Report & presentation slides - ICTPM
4. Flash Website Portfolio (actionscript 3.0) - IMPP
5. Flash Gallery (actionscript 3.0) - AMAP
6. Shopping Cart (AJAX) - Web2.0
7.Presentation slides - Comm Skills
8.Bouncing Ball - 3Dmax
If you were given a choice, would you rather a person...
a) tells you how he/she felt and why he/she decides to make such decision truthfully
or
b) just simply gives you excuses so that you would feel better, however, at the end of the day, you realise that this bloody asshole has been lying to you all this while.
Well, my answer would be (a). So what if this truthfully makes me unhappy. For the fact of being truthful, it's more than enough isn't it? Tell me, how many people will be truthful to you with regards to pushing away appointments? They would normally just find an excuse and shoo you off. That's because you're unimportant. You're nothing in this person's eye.
It's ok if you choose be. But I totally hate choice (b). If this bloody fellow actually tell me a lie. FINE. If I happen to know that it has always been a lie, I'll hate this person for life. I would rather know someone who hates me to core and tell you straight in my face that I sucks, rather than being friendly and always fabricating lies. Thanks for your hardwork but you failed, badly.
Anywayyyy, I'm having ultimate good mood today. Although I was late for lesson(left home at 8.10am when lesson starts at 8am) and I cab to school 2nd time this week, I just feel more smiley today. (:
Hmmm, probably because I've actually said out what I really feel and not hide it. Being pretentious is tiring. But you can't ask me to suddenly ignore it right? It's not like the person has change. This person is still acting like a mute. I said like. It's a simile.
Talk to me when you really understand. I really do appreciate if you are able to understand how I feel.
I've been really tired these days.
Projects are haunting me and yet, I've only done with one only? I've been lacking of sleep. I don't know why. I can't seem to sleep enough even if I keep napping and sleeping. Thats a very bad thing to start with. Seems that something is causing me to be kept alone. I don't know.
After the holidays, I would rather stay at home or go straight home after school. I have no mood for other things. Well, but I'm looking forward for CNY shopping though.
I just made a decision. A decision that may make me regret some day. But who cares? That's my choice right? I've been really tired with all the plastic-sy acts. As much as I can prevent, I will stop being plastic. Ignore and avoid, that is. Maybe some of you may disagree with what I did, but isn't it better for you? You don't have to think for both sides. It's very difficult to be in such position. Yes, so what if I am being selfish. It's like, since you know that I don't like, isn't it better for me to not appear then to be a super thick skin fellow and pretend that it is not happening. I'm sorry, I can't. I'm not that kind of person who can just keep quiet. Keeping quiet does not solve anything.
As much as I am a loud and outgoing person, I am also someone who can see things very clearly with my pair of eyes. Why must I make it difficult for people? Is there a need to do so? I can just simply do a favour by not being present isn't it?
Well, I'm going to draw a line. A clear line, between people whom I dislike.
Maybe I should have a new year resolution:
1. Stop being plastic
In return, do me a favour, let me fulfill my new year resolution. Thank You.