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tired
Tuesday, January 05, 2010 @ 11:17 pm
I've been really tired these days.
Projects are haunting me and yet, I've only done with one only? I've been lacking of sleep. I don't know why. I can't seem to sleep enough even if I keep napping and sleeping. Thats a very bad thing to start with. Seems that something is causing me to be kept alone. I don't know.
After the holidays, I would rather stay at home or go straight home after school. I have no mood for other things. Well, but I'm looking forward for CNY shopping though.
I just made a decision. A decision that may make me regret some day. But who cares? That's my choice right? I've been really tired with all the plastic-sy acts. As much as I can prevent, I will stop being plastic. Ignore and avoid, that is. Maybe some of you may disagree with what I did, but isn't it better for you? You don't have to think for both sides. It's very difficult to be in such position. Yes, so what if I am being selfish. It's like, since you know that I don't like, isn't it better for me to not appear then to be a super thick skin fellow and pretend that it is not happening. I'm sorry, I can't. I'm not that kind of person who can just keep quiet. Keeping quiet does not solve anything.
As much as I am a loud and outgoing person, I am also someone who can see things very clearly with my pair of eyes. Why must I make it difficult for people? Is there a need to do so? I can just simply do a favour by not being present isn't it?
Well, I'm going to draw a line. A clear line, between people whom I dislike.
Maybe I should have a new year resolution:
1. Stop being plastic
In return, do me a favour, let me fulfill my new year resolution. Thank You.
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