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If you were given a choice, would you rather a person... 

a) tells you how he/she felt and why he/she decides to make such decision truthfully 

or 

b) just simply gives you excuses so that you would feel better, however, at the end of the day, you realise that this bloody asshole has been lying to you all this while.

Well, my answer would be (a). So what if this truthfully makes me unhappy. For the fact of being truthful, it's more than enough isn't it? Tell me, how many people will be truthful to you with regards to pushing away appointments? They would normally just find an excuse and shoo you off. That's because you're unimportant. You're nothing in this person's eye.

It's ok if you choose be. But I totally hate choice (b). If this bloody fellow actually tell me a lie. FINE. If I happen to know that it has always been a lie, I'll hate this person for life. I would rather know someone who hates me to core and tell you straight in my face that I sucks, rather than being friendly and always fabricating lies. Thanks for your hardwork but you failed, badly.

Anywayyyy, I'm having ultimate good mood today. Although I was late for lesson(left home at 8.10am when lesson starts at 8am) and I cab to school 2nd time this week, I just feel more smiley today. (: 

Hmmm, probably because I've actually said out what I really feel and not hide it. Being pretentious is tiring. But you can't ask me to suddenly ignore it right? It's not like the person has change. This person is still acting like a mute. I said like. It's a simile.

Talk to me when you really understand. I really do appreciate if you are able to understand how I feel.