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Footprints

last wednesday dinner with est & fy after NAPFA

Friday was K-lunch with dapdap, shuhui, kok, lynnette. Had fun... After that we hangout awhile then I went home. I was super tired. Practically slept on the bus all the way home. zzzzz. Did abit of 3D and talk to parents then rot, after dinner, spoke to Hermes on the phone then slept at 9plus. I am really deprive of sleep can.

Yesterday went grandparents house at HollandV. Aunt help me do my toe nails. Acrylic extention and 3D nail art. I like! Is like super expensive if I were to do it at those meni/pedi shops can!

Went for Dim Sum breakfast at Safra TPY just now. And now I'm home looking at 3Ds again. Alright, update again soooon.



Friday was K-lunch with dapdap, shuhui, kok, lynnette. Had fun... After that we hangout awhile then I went home. I was super tired. Practically slept on the bus all the way home. zzzzz. Did abit of 3D and talk to parents then rot, after dinner, spoke to Hermes on the phone then slept at 9plus. I am really deprive of sleep can.

Yesterday went grandparents house at HollandV. Aunt help me do my toe nails. Acrylic extention and 3D nail art. I like! Is like super expensive if I were to do it at those meni/pedi shops can!

Went for Dim Sum breakfast at Safra TPY just now. And now I'm home looking at 3Ds again. Alright, update again soooon.



Well, headed to bedok for dinner with Celyn, Xuelian and the rest. Had great laughs, chats and all. How can there be no laughs when John is there! He's our No. 1 joker. As usual, he keep hitting my head. Not those super hard kind, but still, make me stupid what. Super rude leh he. Anyhow, I had a good time with all of them, including Mr Hong. I finally took a photo with him!! hahaha. And i'll see Xuelian from Monday onwards. Muhahaha!!~~~

So, today is great and I hope for a better tomorrow and every other day. Update with photo soon. Goodnight!


How do you define S-E-L-F-I-S-H?

Everyone is selfish, but to what extend?

Watch 2012 just now, and yes, we, human being are selfish. Very selfish indeed. Int the movie, although they are selfish, they are truthful and show how they feel and we know that their selfish for their LIVES. They do not care about compromising. All they care for are their love ones.

But when you say compromising, what do you really mean?

These are all nothing when it comes to YOU. You only know how to say others, how about yourself? Anything you do, you announce it loudly to let the whole world know. You say others are always acting pitiful, I think You are the one instead. I've said before, 1 finger pointing at others, 4 fingers pointing back at yourself. Think.

I think I've said this before, but I couldn't get over the above incident. The more I think, the more "bu shuang" I get. If you say I'm unforgiving, then you are totally wrong. This person never apologise before. If a person really apologise, no matter how unhappy I am, I will forgive. We may not be friends anymore but at least, there's no longer this unhappiness between us. However, for this person, whom thinks new friends are more important, I doubt this person even knows the mistake made. No one bothers telling because it seems like something like that has happened before to this person but nothing changed. So, what's the use of saying? Waste my energy only. I'm seriously very pissed with this too(because i keep thinking and thinking, from no feeling till agitated). Grrrr!

We have our eyes to see, and Thank You so much for getting us into deep shit. Thank You again, for letting so many people dislike us. Totally agree with what - said. I like my life now, and I do not hope it revolves around you ever again.

PS: I don't deny that I'm selfish at times, but I don't ask people to compromise me yet being selfish MOST of the time.

It's an honour to know people like them.

Yesterday was a Blast. Or did it not? Other than the unhappiness at Mache before the rest came in, everything was great. As usual, people like beng and jj crap and joke to brighten up the atmosphere. I like!

Well, but as much as I'm never going to go to Kbox plaza, I'm never going to go Vivo's Mache again. Looking forward for the opening of Mache at 313 Somerset. Please do not invite me for any celebrations or whatsoever at the above stated 2 places because I will not turn up and am sorry about that.

Whatever it is, everything is over. Something's wrong with this week. There's so many things going on until... ... I've lost track of what I'm suppose to do, and things to be done. I need to start planning out schedules before everything goes haywire. Oh nononono, I really need some luck for this sem. Something is going wrong somewhere.

And I have this urge to change my blogskin, but I'm not going change it anytime soon though. Time is lacking on my side, at the same time, I'm deprive of sleep. Thanks 3D modeling, for giving such a tough time.

Alright, off to get my IMPP proposal done so that I can concentrate on 3D. 

PS: submission for ALL(8 or 10 of them) 3D modelings on Week 7. I have one more weekend!! 

Happy Birthday Lim Meiyi!! ;) love you deep deep. 

k, off to get ready for school. (:


One of my greatest enjoyment is to know them in these 3 years of NYP life.

I think blogger suck. I just clicked on the publish post and there was a damn error which needs me to retype everything again. T-M-D!

I'm not going to type everything out again. To cut everything short, I'm gonna put the goods and bads in point form.

Looking forward & excited for Week 6:
1. Meiyi's Big Day! ;)
2. Hermes is back (can meet her during weekends). :)
3. Meeting Xuelian, Yiqi and the rest :D

Totally hope to skip Week 6 and fast forward to Week 8:
1. Submission of 3D modelling(i think there are 12 of them to be submitted on week 6&7)
2. Submission of proposal

Oh well, I'm leading a happy yet sad life. Photos are all outdated because I have no new photos la. Camera spoilt thus no motivation to take photos. Hp camera = no standard. Too used to using camera + good quality already. It's my problem la.

I don't know how the hell am I going to get the 3D modellings done as I've not even completed one. I feel so.... argh!! 

My only wish/hope now is to quickly get over this week and next week safely. Does miracle happens? 

so what if the image above is not sharp, it's ok. As long as we are happy with what we're doing, isn't it? 
I don't know what is happening. Please be reminded that when you point your finger at someone, 3 fingers are pointing back to yourself. After some talk with - (shan't mention names), it really shook me up, drag me out from my world, the one which I've lived in peace for sometime. It's time to look back and think. What - said was right, everything was started because of her. I feel bad, we feel bad, to talk about this. But it's really a fact. Facts that we cannot avoid. Living in the world of mine keep me safe, makes me trouble free. Never did I know, - has experienced so much unhappiness. Now, come to think about the thing that happened previously, I've regret what I did. Being steady and all wasn't always good, because you are steady, but the person isn't. And there, you're all soak wet while the person is dry. Craps! What's done cannot be undone. I'll always be reminded of this, and i promise myself never to let such things happen. 

Talks really let you know how others feel, - thanks for telling me and letting me know so much. I didn't mention your name because I felt you need to be kept anonymous. We'll back up for each other, in work or other matters. Because your trust, makes me feel that our friendship has been brought a great step closer and better. (:

Monday's Meiyi's 19th Big Day. I'm feeling super excited for her. I don't know why. Hopefully, no unhappiness and nothing screws up in between. Totally looking forward.

"Dearest all,
You are invited to join our beloved turtle on her 19th longevity birthday. Please be advise that we will be dining at Miss Turtle hideout "Mache" @ Vivocity at 7pm for dinner. For such a special day, we sincerely hope that you can join us & Miss Turtle.

PS: please reply to inform if you are coming or not

Hope to see you there.

Loves, Celeste"

Peranakan Tour (:

Although I forgot my phone.
Although my bag is wet(but it dried up after that).
Although my camera spoilt.

With such jovial people around me, everything just became much better. I love my friends. Esp, the ones in the image above. The fun we had yesterday was beyond words to describe.

It was free entry to the museum for all NYP students. 1st YAY!
We took many photos. 2nd YAY!
We talk and crap! 3rd YAY!

If I had to use a word to describe, it's FABULOUS!

I went out with Cheryl on Monday. We had talks and all. I had fun. And on Wednesday, went over to EXPO to interview John for our comm skills presentation. I sincerely thank him. Photos not up. I'll upload when I get hold of them.

For now, I've got to go get ready to go out for lunch, then to grandma's place. After dinner at Furama(which i don't think the food is nice) cause it's grandma's birthday.

PS: I am still upset about my spoilt camera though.

Look at the sky, it's black. Look at me, my face is "black". Why?!

1. i forgot to bring my phone to school.
2. my bottle of water poured out in my bag.
3. my camera became wet thanks to the water and it's spoilt.

These 3 reasons are enough for Black Friday. AHHHH, i hate today. ):

I've been leaving in my own world for a period of time. I like this life, doing what I like.

I do not want to get involve in anything, please do not drag me down. I sit, i listen, i think, i advise, i joke, i smile. But then again, you can ignore, you can also accept it.

I've actually realised that nobody in this world is liked by everyone. I believe that there is definately a ONE out there that dislikes the person. No matter how lousy a person's personality gets, there is definately something in that person that is good. I no longer care whether people hate me or like me. I have my friends. What really matter is how my friends think of me, likes me. Not how strangers think of me, and likes me or not. It's me, and not you. So why you poke your nose into others' life?

You live yours and I live mine, doesn't it just live much more happpiness than misery? You know, it doesn't make me any happier by putting you down, vice versa. After all the misunderstandings, it just reduces our trust. Is it good like this? No right?!

So, I should just continue living in my own world and I'm satisfied with my life. (:


Ps: nothing has really happened. i just suddenly felt like... this is part and parcel of what we call LIFE.

Oh dear... I've actually left my blog dead for so many days.

Well, I doubt people really do come visit this site... I'll update when the blogging mood comes. For the time being, just stare at this page. :)

It seems weird. Feels weird. Gets weird.

WHAT IN THE WORLD IS HAPPENING? you tell me, tell me! ):