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Footprints

I shouldn't have boosted about how good my life is. Now, it's like screwed up here and there. I'm not talking about work. Working is always good. No stress, and people like John&Mrhong <-- bosses around totally cheer the whole working atmosphere. So back to the main topic. I think other than work, I have nothing much to share about. Working has been taking up a whole load of my time. I have no time for friends, and even family. Thus, I cut down on going out during weekends and accompany family instead. But seems like things were then taken for granted.

I don't understand. It's like no one just wants to side me. They are either sitting on the fence or just stand on the other side. I am very lost. Maybe it's me, but now, I prefer staying in office than to be at home during the weekends. I would rather go out to meet friends for movies etc than to rest at home. I'm lack of sleep but whenever I wake up late, I get scoldings for waking up late and get blames like "nobody ask you to sleep late last night" and whatsoever.

I have no rights. As time ticks by, I feel that freedom reduces. Yesterday "He" said I should enjoy myself. It's okay to stay out late. But when i go out too often "He" complains to "Her" and "She" scolds me. I really don't understand. Why must "You" complain to "Her" and not tell me directly?

It's like the trip. I remembered super clearly that "He" said okay. But he complains to "Her" again saying that "He" didn't. I am very pissed off that I don't even want to talk to "Him" now. "They" say I am not suppose to leave Singapore. I am very pissed & upset. Everything is pilling up.

I'm not going to talk about this anymore. Anyway, I am very sorry, dears... ):




{Edited//update!
Yesterday, I manage to push these at the back of my head and enjoyed abit. Bosses, Colleagues and I went to Shangrila Hotel for Tom n Toms Coffee launching in Singapore. The champange was good. Soothing and makes me feel better. Didn't eat much there. Saw some Korean Celebrity and Miss Korea 2009. She is reallyyyy pretty I took photo with Chen Huihui together with John & Daphne(intern from NP). I was sabotage by Johm. -____- After entertaining people, we went to Partyworld! Treated by boss can!! :D Xue Lian and I keep singing la. Actually John also sang lor. He has good vocal. I've lost my voice because I practically shouted for our last song. I feel damn shiock. It's like venting everything out! I had fun. Totally enjoyed and John says he'll bring us there again. I have A-W-E-S-O-M-E bosses.