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Footprints

Recording is not easy.

Try repeating the damn 4 phrases for 10x. Try singing the chorus for 10x. NGs non-stop, retry till it's okay. Not perfect, not flawless. Just no mistakes at all. Ugly voice recorded, with combination of different pretty voices. Many supports and encourages, but doesn't help much because it's going on air. Totally sucks! Voice gets sore after countless of repetitions. Not fun, not fun at all.

I am totally not looking forward to Tuesday. The filming part. Yucks, so embarrasing. I hope we can skip Tuesday and head straight to Wednesday. I know that's not going to happen. *sobs*




*//EDITED (5.30pm)

I've rot through today doing extremely little things related to job. Yes, I am an ultimate slacker. I bet no one slack as much as I do. Hmmm, maybe not? :/

So, I've been thinking of what Daddy told me yesterday. About what I want to do after graduation. It's time for me to come up with a decision soon. However, dad says I can decide after I get my overall results, which I agree because I may not be able to enter local uni at all. Right?

The company that I'm having IAP now has invited me to work here after I graduate. Don't ask me about the pay, I have no idea. And I don't bother to ask since I don't know if I want to come back and work with them. If I choose to work full-time after graduation, it means I can no longer be full-time student. Thus, it is almost impossible for me to pursue Degree in Psychology because for me to practice, I need to at least obtain Masters. This will probably take me 5 years or so? I'm not sure.

Come to think of it, even if I can't enter local uni, I can fly overseas to continue my studies, taking the course I want. I don't know. I'm telling myself I still have about half a year(or maybe lesser?) to consider and make the right decision. I don't want any regrets. It'll just become a scar. An ugly one. I'll see about it, when the time comes. For now, I'll just continue thinking...