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Footprints

I'm starting to dislike this kind of life all over again. Procrastinating on and on. This is never ending. I hate it, like totally.

Sometimes i just dont know what the f*** i'm typing. Don't know what stupid mind set I have. And now, to recall about it, well, it totally suck. Lousy this and lousy that. Whatever you say, it's fine.

I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm like so easily offended. Like why? Petty? NO! There's a reason can! I am not going for the class chalet because I suddenly don't feel like going. I will tell you the reason if I want to, so don't bother asking me if I didn't say.

I am very suprised for the fact that I have even more trusted friends than before. Although some suck as usual, but some really let me understand and trust them even more. Although we used to talk so little, hang out so little, it doesn't really matter. It's fated isn't it?

It's because of the word FRIEND, thats why I kept my mouth shut no matter how pissed i get with you. I am so pissed that even when we meet, I still have to bring myself to act normal. This is because I bloody cared for your feelings and don't want the situation to become awkward.

Because you are my FRIEND, that's why I give you 1,2,3.... and so bloody many chances. I hope you treasure it. When I'm not happy with your actions, I tell you, but you bloody told others about you being unhappy with me. Totally pissed with this. I am NEVER going to tell you how i feel. I'll just shut my mouth. Don't think that you are mature, because you are no better.

I don't say that I'm good and stuffs. I know the logic of pointing someone with 1 finger, 3 fingers point back to myself. FYI, I never say I'm mature. I let those bloody things past and yet, you keep giving damnass attitude. S-U-C-K.

I have attitude problem towards people I don't like, and i'll try my best to control my attitude towards my friend unless I really cannot take it. Spare a thought for your friends, if not, I wouldn't be suprise if history repeats itself.

Alright, it's thursday. Friday is approaching. Can't wait for the weekends manxxzxz! (: