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Footprints

Up and down it goes!

I think i have serious mood swings lately. Hmmm, not pms. These days, people learns to act innocent. I don't deny the fact that I do act innocent too, but at least I don't do it to close/good friends unless it's for fun and playing purpose. I really dislike people who talk behind my back and spreading rumours about me and after that, people come telling me about it. Isn't it stupid or what? You should go find yourself some true friends, dude. We treated you like one of us, yet you decide to drift a distant from us because of some "innocent" party. Wth is this?! The world is changing. Or should I say, my life changed drastically ever since I'm back from Beijing. You know what? I really miss Beijing time so badly because when I'm there, I do not have such problems. I hangout with lovable friends and all I feel is happy every single morning I wake up. Totally do not have such f*ckup problems to face with.

I told myself yesterday, what's done is done. It can never be the same anymore. I don't care it's only one more year to face you or ten thousand more years to face you. You make me despise you, with all your disgusting actions and comments you made. Like I said, you can clarify matters with me, and not smile at me when you're unhappy. If you're saying that I does this also, well, but I don't spread rumours about you. That's so sad for you that people come telling me the comments you made, but no one tells you the comments I made except your oh so "innocent" party. And that person doesn't know any truths. All are assumptions. Why? Because no one, and I meant not a single person is willing to even talk to that "innocent" person. Think for yourself, what you did to us, said about us is right or wrong. Not happy with what I type, confront me then. Stop hiding in your turtle shell. Get the hell out of it, you coward! And you better stop your damnass rumours about me because it's already getting on my nerves. My patience has limits, my dear...

I was damn f*cking angry the past few days, but I decided to chill and cool down a little. If this thing carry on, I would not just silently let it past. I need to control my mood swings. It is getting very serious. I can be very excited and happy for a moment, and the next moment, I get damn agitated and feel like killing those b*tches and b*astards out there.

Someone requested me to blog. This person says that I should blog everyday. Well, I didn't blog yesterday I think I'll probably bombard vulgarities here, which I don't want to.

Although I'm pretty free everyday at work, I have nothing else to update about. Mum says, "You better stop going out so often, your credit card bill is here again." So, I can't go out too often already. Moreover, I've spent enough. Sian! The bill was $100 yesterday. I am broke, once again. ):