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Footprints

what's your definition?

I woke up early today, 8.40am. Maybe due to the things that have been revolving around me are haunting me. :/

I really hope that this afternoon will be fun and all, firstly because I invited my classmates to catch up with them at least a little bit since I'm unable to meet them on Fridays, and for Mahjong of course. Jack, Meiyi and I have been discussing about this way long before I went to Beijing. So, you people, stop kicking a big fuss over a small matter of invitation. Whether to invite you or not, is all my decision, you should clarify with me instead of asking someone who is doing me a big favour. And to those who I have invited, although not personally, if you are not happy with me for not inviting some of the people, by all means, you don't have to come. It doesn't affect me a weeee bit. So, I'm deciding to put this matter down and aside. I keep quiet doesn't mean I don't know anything, infact I know the most. Can't you people just let this matter rest? If you really take this to heart, come and talk to me. I am all ready to talk to you with the nicest tone ever. Moreover, I didn't invite you because you are with your group. Isn't it weird if I only invited you? So, I would rather not invite all, for the sake of fair-ness. Have you ever thought about that before you create all these what's not problems? or maybe you don't think it is a problem you have created, but it has made our load heavier.

You can't also expect me to like someone overnight. Moreover, I don't dislike someone overnight too. Although I do hear quite a number of disadvantage things about the person, it doesn't make a direct conclusion that i dislike them because someone said so. I have my eyes to see, time tells everything. The actions made, the things done, the words being said, all these are evidence infront of my eyes. If you really think that we were good friends before all these, we are still good friends, never been changed. Any doubts, you should clarify. I have done reflection for myself, for why these things would happen. Maybe it is because of me for not being big hearted enough, but that's me, for who I am. You can't change the fact. Why must I be big hearted to people I don't like? Is there a need, when I am already juggling so many problems myself and this person keeps adding on.

Well, I am always here. You know, I don't bite. It's time to talk things out if you have doubts, my friend.

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In case I forgot, Angel & Yan!!! I got a new idea on our yesterday's future plans. (: We shall talk about it when we meet! Damn excited. :D