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Footprints

My fyp days are spent with them(inclu. kokleong, lianghua & kim)

After 12weeks aka 3 months of fyp, we're finally going for attachment on Monday. I am totally not excited about it. FYP is far better than what i expected at first. Totally gonna miss all my BELOVED friends.

I've actually realised that i process information very slowly lately. Well, this is because i need to do some reflection. So ya, i have my reasons in every action i make. Talk to me if it misleds you or makes you misunderstand in any way.

By the way, I need to complete some last minute work. I'll update again...


15 years of friendship and still counting...

I still remember, when we were in Primary 4, angtint and i used to "don't friend you" that kind of childish talks. and we didn't speak to each other for a week. haha. So funny when we actually talked about it. Time flies... And i think our friendship has become stronger than ever. No doubt, we only meet like 5 times a year, but it didn't affect our relationship. Not at all! I am really glad to know friends like you. Indeed my BFF! (:

We finally met on sunday. With angtint, yeeling and joanne. Totally enjoyed the time eating and chit-chatting with them. Talking about childhood times, and how're our lives are now. I'm glad everyone is happy with their lives now.

In fact, I am also happy with mine too. BECAUSE of my friends. I am very very happy to have these friends around. I am blessed okay! haha. (:

For this year, year 2009, I have experienced alot of things. It's only mid-year, but i feel that it's been super long already. I have changed, and i agree. Good or bad? is for you to say.

I wanna say THANKYOU to people who actually care for me and for putting in effort to cheer me up when i'm down. I'm actually quite emo about being posted to a company at clark quay. Damn sian, travelling and all. I feel so faraway from my friends and classmates. Sign~ The next 3 months will be all so lonely. ):

Seriously hope my supervisor in the company is kind and nice. I don't ask for much, just kind and nice will do. I can't take stress. AHHHHH!~~

Alright, update again tomorrow since i'm done with EVERYTHING for fyp. total yay-ness! :D


dearest dears

You must be wondering who're my dears. Alright, there they are. Did i actually mentioned that we are attached? hmmm, maybe it sounds abit weird but ya, that's about it.

For some reasons, i am really sleepy and tired today. I slept early last night but i am still exhausted. As usually, i was really bored, thus i went to the tracking site for a small lookup and i saw visitors pouring in last night. How interesting. But i only see regina tag on the board lei.

There's presentation tomorrow. Yes, and it somehow marks an end to it. I'm lovin' it! I can't wait for fyp to end, but I don't want to go for attachment. Hmmm, contradicting, i know. I want holidays, HOLIDAYS!!

I'm feeling really tired now and i can't go out lab too often because my supervisor is in my lab assessing other fyp-ians. What a sad day for me... I'll see if i can sneak out or anything. Tata~


My lovely classmates
The weekend was great, fun, awesome, fabulous, amazing ... ... ...! Totally enjoyed the time with classmates, dears & bestfriends. The time spent is super fruitful and we should have more such times together!~~

As usual, i overspent. I'm only back from Beijing for 1 week, and I proudly annouce that I've overspent by $150. Praise me. hahaha! I seriously do not know how am i going to survive through this weekend. Any advice? (:

So, my blog traffic has been increasing recently. Most of the visitors link from angel's and yan's blog to my blog. Some of them even link from jasmine's blog. Oh, whatever it is, i realised some can actually type out the link directly instead of linking from yan's or angel's site. The IP address tells me so. LOL. It's actually quite interesting to track these visitors, the time and place where they view my blog. hehehe!

Alright, I'll try to update more often. It's almost 6pm! yay!~~ home sweet home...



Our 3 adorable SIT guys came over to take photo with us because they had formal presentation today. How nice of them to remember about us. haha.

Above from that, my life have been very dramatic lately. People bitching here and there. Hating me with their heart and all. Go ahead and bad mouth about me, go ahead and dislike me or hate me. I don't give a damn. I have my friends by my side, it doesn't make my life any miserable without you. Stop your act, cause it really sucks. You make me wanna puke.

Seriously, I've never wanted to say you nor backstab you. Since you're so nice to actually bother to take initiative to start talking bad about me, thinking that i'm the bad guy and you're the angelic person, Go ahead! You totally have no right to doubt me, you know nothing. If your mouth is actually useful enough to bother to come and clarify with me, none of this freaking shit will happen okay!

To think that i'm always feeling and trying to be neutral about you, and you actually prove to me that what i did was wrong and i shouldn't be all so kind in the first place. Stop your innocent act, it really sucks. Truely.



Alright, today is finally friday. I can't wait for weekends when i'll hangout with the people i love.





MY (creature)GIRLS! (:

It's day4 of school after coming back from Beijing. Everyday seems so slacky.. I'm suppose to do the AES, but i've not done it at all. I've been walking in and out of lab, practically staying out of lab most of the time. The main reason is, i have no mood to do anything.

What's even better? I lost my voice AGAIN. By now, everyone is used to listening to my sore voice. And when they finally see me in school after 6 weeks, the first thing they will say is either, "you lost your voice again?" or "your voice changed!" haha.

Fyp is ending next week and i hope everything goes well. This weekend will be a happening one and i'm getting all so excited about it. FRIDAY, SATURDAY & SUNDAY!! omg, so excited can!! FRIDAY(tomorrow) is dinner with the usuals and pool session after that. LOL. then SATURDAY will be out with the creatures(farm) and finally, SUNDAY will be meeting Angtint darling and the rest. I'm am looking forward to these and i hope everything goes well. No cork up please...

Alright, i've no mood to do anything now, rotting my time away and i'll take a walk around later. (: MSN is giving me heartattack! keep on signing me out! RAWH!!



Thank you Yan, Angel, Ben, Mel & Jackson for spending the start of my birthday with me. Thanks for the supper, thanks for the wallet and thanks for coming over to my place. I am really very very grateful! Love you guys deep deep.

And thankyou for the dustbin too!!! (:

Thankyou "all of us" for the MP3 and pink key chain. I'm not suppose to annouce who are they till the time is ripe. But well, you people know who you are. I am really thankful about it. I love you guys!

All and all, knowing you people is the best thing in life. I feel very blessed!





Last of all, THANKYOU everyone for the well wishes and greetings. Really appreciate it! (:



After 6 weeks in Beijing, I'm finally back home.

Although i only reached home last night, I'm missing the times we had in Beijing already. Everyday and night in beijing is happening, but last night was all so quiet. I miss the time we had afternoon naps during lab time, i miss the time we travel on bus 729 to shopping areas. (but i do not miss the sadine fish MRT though) I miss crashing into mel's and ben's room, creating the noise and disturbing their sleeps. I miss the time angel sleeps with yan and i. I miss the time we watch movies together late at night, although most of the time, i fall asleep. haha! I miss everything. We've been through fun and sorrow times together, this is how our friendship grew, how much our trust for each other grew.

I LOVE you guys, so much so you can't even believe it. Misses and many misses, my dearsssss!! (:



Totally mood down. I've nothing to say. Beijing is fun but unhappy things really do happen.
Please do not ask me anything. btw, I LOVE MY FRIENDS(you know who you are). (:



Life is fair or unfair? For once, i'm unable to answer this. WHY? previously, i totally agree that life is unfair, because people who are born rich, live a non-miserable life(but you dont know how they feel), and people born poor, live a miserable life. But now, it seems like life is somewhat fair, when you loss something in life, you'll gain another thing. Doesn't it balance out? yes it does right?!

So now, how do you define friendship?

if you ask me, i define friendship as lifetime friends. If there is any case of misunderstanding, we'll sit down, and talk things out and not keep it in heart and soon it becomes hatred. And i've come to realise that not everyone understands this point. For now, i think i've gain a group of super good friends in beijing, the fun we had, the laughters we had, the little "quarrels" we had, are totally unforgettable. It's a once in a life time experience. I treasure this friendship and we share our problems. Don't you think it's great? having to know a bunch of super nice friends for less than a month, and we clique so well so that we can share our biggest problems with each other, not to worry of any betrayal because of the word trust? I am very happy to gain friends like them in my life, totally feel that life is fun-filled and fruitful. but well, it seems that at the same time, i'm lossing some friends. It seems like clarifying is no longer useful. Ignorance has become the obstruction. You know what, i give up.

I was typing this post before lunch and i went for a nap. Was awaken and my mood is now totally bad to the extreme. I totoally do not have the freaking mood to blog. Please refrain from speaking to me now, my tone and mood, totally down down down.


PS: my mood is so much better now. hehe! i dont know how to continue the post though. I'm not elated about going back to SG this friday. Probably, i havent had enough fun. Dont ya think so?! And i am super reluctant to get back to those 8.30am to 6pm kind of life. Argh. Suckyyy!

the creature creation by yanling the tortoise and ming zhi the duck.

Time flies super fast can! We'll be going back to Singapore in less than a week's time. I can't wait to arrive in Singapore because... I MISS THE FOOD & of course, my bed! I want to eat Chicken rice, Carrot Cake(black black one with abit of chilli), Hokkien Mee, Kuay Chap, Mee Pok Dry, Mee Tai Mak Soup and the list goes on... Anyone wants to accompany me go out and eat!! When i am back, I want to eat till i drop. I've had enough shopping already!~~ haha.

So anyway, I have left with my last $100RMB. I need to spend with care. I slept early last night while the rest slept about 2hrs later? hahaha! Oh, and i lost my voice again. This time is with sore throat. very irritated. During this fyp period, i lost my voice at least 3 times already. ROAR!~

Alright, i'm going back to room for a little nap again. Gotta recharge abit more. (:



3 days off this week! awesome not?! This week past really quickly, and we'll be back in Sg next friday. Thurs, Fri will be mend for shopping, Saturday we may head to see Mr Mao.

I've been thinking alot lately. I'm lack of sleep. Seriously, i kind of need a break. Misunderstanding is the main killer of a friendship. As friends, we can talk things out. Do i look like i'll bite? okok, i know i sound a little crude here, but seriously, if friendship ends because of a stupid misunderstanding, it really sucks! So please do confront me if needed.

Okay, tonight will be a long night. Hope everything moves on smoothly as it suppose to be...



Time flies. Fruitful trip i have. I enjoy the time spent here, and i learn to see things my way.

I see things with my pair of eyes, you can give comments, but conclusion is for me to see and for me to say. You can dislike me, you can like me. I've no right to say, as it is your choice.

So anyway, i've not gotten the past weekends photos. Too lazy to get from them and also too lazy to do anything about it. Afterall, I had fun. I made great friends, and you know what? Friends who went through thick and thin with you overseas is an experience not everyone can have. I treasure this, and i seriously adore the friends i made here. Like i said, I may dislike you, but my point of view can be changed, if you change. but will it ever happen?

I'll update again soon! and Friends in SG, i'll be back in 10 days!~



I'm feeling lazy to blog. I've not gotten the photos for the weekends. We went to Peking University which look like some very ancient place and not like a university. We also went to QingHua University. Hmmm, we went to Summer Palace too and another garden place, i forgot the name. It was a very tiring day. I was feeling super sleepy that day. Hmmm, i think it was thursday.

Then Friday was lab day, we rot in school cause it was GOLDEN FRIDAY, super alot of people. And on Saturday, we went to charles's place. His parents super nice and the dinner was GREAT. Home taste. hehehe!~ Went shopping before heading to his place. Spend loads of money and i think i am going to withdraw more money. Lack of money already.~~

So, i'll just blog like usual, 1 image per post. Cause there are really alot of photos and i doubt i will be hardworking enough. So since 1 image per post, i'll try to blog everyday(if possible). Recently, i'm super lack of sleep. My birthday wish is to sleep the whole day on 16May and 17May. But but but, i want NICE birthday dinner and dad promised me that he will bring me for sharkfin soup at bottle tree on my birthday. :D

Well, about another 10 days before HOME SWEET HOME. (: