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Call me Celeste
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Footprints

13 Jan '08 - SUNDAY


Today is the worst day ever.

Will life just change drastically overnight?

For so many years, i've never come across such problems till today. To think that mummy can take it so easily. Mummy is so brave. If only i'm like her. I'm suppose to be the one to stand by her, but it ended up the other way round.

I hate today and i hoped tomorrow will never arrive. I know something bad is happening. It's approaching. I don't feel like coming home tomorrow. I can sense it. But i don't want my little brother to experience what i feel now. :(

You see, i'm putting up a brave front. However, when i think into detail, i feel sad, depressed and i don't know what to do. What i know is, i'll always stand by mummy!

I'm kind of lost, but cheryl advised me about it. And i'm feeling better now. Shuhui consoled me, although she doesnt know what happened, but she knows i'm down. It's really good to have friends around you at such times.

I'm currently chatting on msn. And i'm typing so normally with those HAHAHA-ing and all.

I'm putting up a brave front. Please allow me to do so. I'll be the same old me when you meet me. Don't question, don't ask. I don't want to break down out of no where. I have/must be brave. Let me laugh and be jovial like what i'm always like. For once, i hoped i'm the kind who's not always smiling. Cause i think being happy is not as easy as ABC for now. :(

With Love,
Celeste