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It's been long since i felt so ANGRY!

Wednesday, August 01, 2007 @ 4:42 am

Hello all!

Today is a so called unique day for me. Cause it's been so long since i get so mad. Maybe some couldn't get my hint. Oh well, too bad for you. Anyway, i don't like this feeling. I rather laugh my head off than getting angry.

Maybe some just dont understand why am i so concerned about this. But you should know, if you're in my situation, you'll do the same. And this is not only my point of view. Mostly agreed that what i did was right. I need justice. After today and all, I realise that i have supportive friends around me. And i really Thank Cheryl. Oh well, i love you so... and hermes too. And also those who stand behind me! I'm keeping them confidential!

There're some words that really woke me up from my naive thoughts! I dont know whether being helpful and nice was wrong. Cause it really prove me wrong that it doesnt mean you're nice and helpful, others will also be the same. Okay, i'm not talking about today's happening. It's like there're always people who are really realistic that i really cannot take it.. Like what my mum always said, i should give and take. So this is what i get in return? From a victim to a troublemaker? I swear if it does not affect me, i'm fine with everthing, i can bare with it but there'll always be a limit. But certain things have to be said out. I dont want to loss out. Why must i when i fucking put in so much effort. I am so not satisfied. What right have you to be pissed when none of your concepts are used? Do you know how i felt about you when i read that message? At first i thought you understand but now, i doubt so. Cause all you think was i'm wrong, i'm calculative, selfish, and it adds on... No i'm not, it's okay if the front page is similar but how about the rest? And i'm saying similar not SAME. Dont compare pictures with words unless you compare sweet apples with sour oranges. That's more to design anyway. To change designs, as long as photoshop is available, it can always be done.

Having you as a friend... i really dont know how to add on. But well, i'll do what i think is right cause i believe you'll do the same if you're in my situation. Don't you dare say you wont! Cause everyone else do. After today, i dont know what our friendship will become, i was somehow or rather reluctant to be mean cause it's not my character. Maybe you dont know me well, but at least you know that i wont be angry cause of some tiny small matters. So you should understand that to me, this is not tiny, it's something big cause it affects the rest of my poly life. Dont say that i'm "kia=su" cause i bet you are too. If not, why bother to change...

I was thinking whether to post this up and i decided to cause i think i should let you understand how i really felt. And after this if you still dont understand, then forget it. By all means, you can hate me all you want cause since you dont understand why should i give a damn about it. So please do squeeze your brain juice and think about it... Is it my fault?

Okay, i'm really tired now. And i've been doing IAD project since 8pm till like 4.45am. Cool huh! It's finally done but when i burn the disc, the freaking playlist cant work. However, i did manage to solve the problem but i burn the working one together with the none working one cause i was too lazy to take a new piece of CD. Oh and KIM!!!! I help you burn the CD already and edit those codes for it to work!! x)

I'll upload pictures the next time if not later yeeling say my blog similar to hers, all words. hahaha. x)

I've to wake up in 4hrs time. Poor me.. ='(

Goodnight all...

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