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Sweet 17

Saturday, May 19, 2007 @ 9:38 am

Happy belated Birthday Angtint and myself! <3 hahaha!

And so.. i'm back to blog again. =) It'll be a long entry today and i think i'll be blogging again on Sunday!! I'll be meeting the girls! =D

The day before (17may), i had a pretty fun day! Woke up at 7.15am, which means i'm gonna be late for class, but still, i arrive in school at 7.45am cause daddy fetch me to school! see, i'm such a lucky girl. Okay, so graphic design lesson was still as boring. We did tracing again! This time, we used the pen tool. LOL. And as usual, i was online chatting with angtint and also reading some blogs and SUDDENLY, i heard people singing birthday song, and i took like 5sec to realise that my classmates were singing for me! I was so slow kay! and shock... hahaha. But still, i love my classmates plenty plenty. =D

And after class, some of use headed to Mac for breakfast. After that, they went to east coast for roller blading while i met Fangying! And some really dramatic thing happened. When i board the train, fy called me and told me she alight from the train. But the train was already leaving yck station, so we ended up meeting in the next 10mins train. hahaha. Okay, and so we went to Haji Lane. And all the shops are pratically not open yet. AND and it's already 1pm. OMG la. After that, we went to Bugis street for lunch. I took some of fy's salad and i finally realise that lettuce with mayonese is not really THAT bad after all. haha. We went shopping around bugis street and i bought a necklace! i really love it! haha. And we walked under the HEAVY heavy rain over to paco bugis. It was REALLY cold. We walked around for awhile and decided to go another place. And so, we ended up at vivo. I bought a pair of heels from tangs. I'm not feeling rich, it's just that there is OFFER!!! Cannot resist it! haha. And then to f21. Then to Zara and i bought and Elephant top. Elephant is so CUTE!!lol. And we went cam whorring after that. Then we shop around till 6 plus. I went to meet Hermes for dinner while fy went home. Thanks fy for accompanying me for the whole day! And so, i met Hermes at sommerset(is this the spelling?) station. And we walked all the way to taka for dinner. As i had 8am lesson today, we only shopped for awhile then i went home. And Hermes really freak out at the sight of SNAKES! haha.

HAJI lane!!! haha

I love FANGYING!

As for yesterday, it was pretty good too! I woke up at 7.15am again! haha. And i took a bus to school and i wasnt late. woohoo! Morning lecture was B-O-R-I-N-G. Then graphic design again. I was slacking like hell. Then Kim, Wendy and i had lunch at Kou Fu. After that we sat outside the lab waiting for the next lesson. And i kept laughing again thanks to Wendy, Liang Hua and Alvin. These jokers... hahaha. AND the last 2 lessons past really really fast. It's like 4 hrs just flew off without knowing. After that, Shuhui, meiyi, yingying, alvin, kokleong and i went to grassroot to check out the billard room, see whether we can play there not. But they say "Slippers not allowed" Damn! haha. We sat outside the billard room and slack for sometime. Then Yingying went off while shuhui, meiyi and i went to amk. Alvin somehow decided to go play pool with us. Thus, he met us outside AMK hub. LOL. And pool really irritates me kay! AH, the worst game ever. I was so.. ARGH!!! I think alvin teach me till want to die! haha. That freaking stick! so difficult to hold LA! haha. Anyway, i dont deny that is was pretty fun! hahaha. And thanks for teaching me, Alvin and Meiyi! haha And shuhui was patient to see me anyhow hit those balls. haha. Lucky me, i know those rules, if not i think they'll want to bang head against the wall already! hahaha. Oh well...

Alvin's Shirt! So adorable right?!? hahaha. Really don't match Alvin. *nods head* lol. x)

Meiyi! Thanks for the present!! Loves~

Meiyi and i went off 1st. As i was on the way home, my mood somehow had a 180 degree change. I became pretty moody. I thought of alot of things. Those happy, sad and angry stuffs. I recalled about the past and all the misdeeds I’ve done. I just have the urge to turn back time. Why can't i just turn back that freaking time. Damn! Sometimes, I feel as if life is so unreal. It seem so great for others yet not for me. I feel that I’m at the outside of everything. It's like there's a layer of thin glass between me and reality. I know, life is not fated, that's true. My life lies in my hand. Sad to say, I’m unable to twist it. If one day I really stop slacking and work hard, maybe life would be better but I don’t know when it'll be. Maybe later, tomorrow, next week, next month, next year or NEVER. =(

I'm having a mixture of feelings now. And i have a very very bad feeling. And the thought of it makes me agitated. I hope it doesn't happen BECAUSE there'll be a drastic change in me. Trust me. You won't be able to see me smile or even talk. When i get pissed off, i really means pissed off! I'll not be my usual self. No laughter, Nothing! I'll pray for it NOT to happen. And the fact is, i ask myself whether is it true, and the answer for it is NO. So, if it happens, i'll get REALLY pissed off cause IT'S NOT TRUE!

And now, the thought of grandma makes me sad. Do you know that i really regretted? I really do. ='( She passed away for 80 over days already. I was asking myself when the last time I spoke to her was, and sadly, it was last year's CNY. I felt so sad, I felt so bad, I felt as if it was end of the world. I was looking at the photo I took with grandma last year. She looked healthy. I remembered I rushed to hospital from workplace but was too late... I saw her lying on the bed. I cried. Everyone cried. Did she left peacefully? I hope she does. I really do. During the wake I met up with my cousins, they said, when will we meet after this? I don’t know how to answer. It's grandma who link us all together. It's her. The one who took care of me when i was a little girl. I was her favourite granddaughter... I find myself so useless. I never get things done correctly. Celeste, you are so USELESS! I really do hate myself at times.

My cousin and i during grandma's wake. That's like gonna be the last time we meet? =(

I'm usually smiling and laughing. It's me when i'm out with my friends. But when i'm alone or with my families, i don't. I really Laugh Out Loud when i'm together with my friends. And yet, not my family. My parents treat me really good. Maybe they're too busy with their stuffs to really bother about me. And I, will do my stuffs and i realise it's been long whereby we sit down and talk. I seem to be alone. My problems are with me all along. Just that i keep them at home. I always tell myself to be happy when i'm out. I can face ALL the problems when i'm back home. It's okay! However, i gradually realise that i have difficulty facing some problems. There's time whereby i have a strong urge to give up but NO, i didn't. And i'm feeling so much better after typing all these things. But not everything can be shared, i think i should start writing diary entries. =)

I shall end off with this photo.

My dad told my brother. See, children cannot drink milk using milk bottle, if not traffic police will catch. Then when my maid made milk using milk bottle for my brother, he drew all the curtains so that the police cannot see him and will not catch him! HAHAHA. This really made me laugh!

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