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Footprints

I know i shouldn't be here. I know. But i need to pour everything out before i go insane. I'm VERY VERY worried and afraid that i dont do well for maths paper tomorrow. VERY worried. I'm afraid to fail. Really, very afraid. How?! I feel like crying. I feel so demoralise. I dont know why. I'm trying to memorise SS notes, but nothing seems to enter. I'm fine for not being able to memorise ss BUT not fine at all for maths.


What if i feak out during the maths paper tomorrow. If i do, i'll screw up the paper. And history will repeat itself. And i've already screwed up for science practical. It cannot happen again and i cannot afford it to happen again. Everything is everywhere. My room is messy and my brain is messy. It's messed up with those useful and harmful stuffs. Who can save me? I doubt anyone can, even God. Cause i cant even save myself.


Anyway, all the best to me! I really hope everything goes smoothly. I hope i'm blessed by God and YOU. =)


And also, good luck to all taking the papers tomorrow! love~